Saturday, I had an invite to game day with our t-friendly group, and to another trans soiree. I think
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| Meg and Sharon, before the soiree |
I had a few options:
I could
* go to the games in drab and leave early. Then I could change and go to the soiree.
* go to the games as Meg, wearing makeup ready to go to a party and change dresses between events.
* go to the games as Meg, and update my makeup and change before the party.
* go to the games (in either mode) and stay until Star throws us out and skip the soiree.
* skip the games and just do the soiree.
* skip a Meg day.
I looked at what's in my backlog, and what's coming up and decided I would give the games a miss.
I was also having a bit of a need-to-be-alone feeling and didn't feel comfortable being around the gamers. They have all known each other for at least a half a lifetime and sometimes I feel lost among them and that introvert/lost feeling was gnawing at me. I'm not sure how much of my decision was workload and how much was a need to be alone for a bit. But I had a lot of fun at the soiree and renewed some acquaintances and met some new girls.
I love games, but I think I made the right call.
That many choices make me jealous. No, seriously, I understand your position, enjoy and keep us posted as usual.
ReplyDeleteMust say you’re looking great (as usual ☺).
You're standing like a dude.
ReplyDeleteIt is worse when I'm trying to keep my heels from disappearing into the soil!
DeleteMeg, I am glad you made it to the soiree. As for the choices on what to do, I agree it can be both a blessing and a curse. All we can do is trust our intuition and make the best choice we can.
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