Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Open The Door Richard ~ Sometimes There Is Disappointment

L, who was at both the rally in DC (with Meg) and at the burial, is a casual friend.  She's an old friend of my wife.  She's a therapist and yoga instructor and we talk more when she needs computer help than any other time, although we had a good chat when she came down for the rally.  While walking through DC that day, my friend P was a bit anxious about where to go to find a good spot at the rally, and he walked ahead.  I kidded about him "leaving the girls behind."

But L is basically my wife's friend.

As I mentioned, I wanted to talk to her after the luncheon but didn't have a chance.  It seemed wrong to tell P and not her so I made a point to call her a few days later and told her that that was neither the first nor last time I dressed like that.

She seemed confused, both by my motives and my behaviour (calling her, not a callback).  I used my favourite description, "it's something I do, sometimes."  She had no questions.  The call was brief.

The next day she sent me an e-mail saying that she knows how I like to kid around and was that the purpose of my call?  I sent her a couple of pictures and said "not kidding, sharing.  I feel I owe you the rest of the story, since all of the other parties know."

She was concerned that I didn't tell my wife I called her ~ I may, I may not.  It doesn't seem important.  But L followed up with an e-mail saying she felt like she was hiding something from my wife and we shouldn't talk or e-mail anymore.  I sent her a one line "as you wish" e-mail so she'll know I got it and that, as they say, is that.

If I knew that would be the final reaction, would I have said "yes, I'm kidding.  I know, it wasn't funny.  They can't all be home runs."?  No.  I'm going to be honest, let the chips fall where they may.  No more stories.



4 comments:

  1. Would L's reaction have been different if you'd explained that your wife is aware of Meg, even though she disapproves? It seems from her words ~ "she was hiding something from my wife" ~ that she believes your wife doesn't know Meg exists.

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  2. "Two out of three ain't bad". 'Meatloaf ~ Bat out of Hell' 1976.

    Being your wife's friend as well as a therapist may have had her over thinking or over analyzing the situation. I would pass it off as 'no hare ~ no foul.

    Pat

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  3. Hi Meg
    Sorry to here that. Thats why I do not share with friends or family . - just wife.
    Hugs

    Diane

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  4. I know that this is a difficult thing to share, especially when like you we have a disapproving partner. But think about it you are in no worse a position than you were before, and indeed that's one less person you have to hide from or lie to anymore.

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